My Life

Why do I always get the shit end of the stick?

2009-02-10T20:27:00.003-05:00

I've recently been trying to go out with this one girl in my life, but had no progress. It was complicated at first, but then I thought things were sorting out. We've hung out a couple of times and even talked on the phone for hours. Now it turns out she's been playing me, or she just sees me as more of a brother. Yeah well you don't fucking cuddle with your brother. I don't know if she's saying it to cover up something, or she's just saying it to test me, but I don't like it. She kind of hinted me before, but I wanted to ignore it. Now it's time to grow up and face the fact that she sees me as a friend and nothing more. ]:

IT'S NOT FAIR !

2009-01-27T22:35:00.001-05:00

How can everyone else can find the one they're looking for and I can't. I try and try my best to meet a decent girl and show her the love of her lifetime but I always end up getting stomped on. I also think too much about simple things. When I do like someone, I take it overboard and scare them off. I want a relationship so badly that it's getting to the point where I'll take whatever I get. I hate how I everytime I try to be a gentleman I'm the on that gets trampled on and walked all over. I'm a pretty good boyfriend compared to some of these other guys out there and I don't get what makes me so vulnerable? I'm used, cheated on, and walked by all the time and I don't know if it's my own personal flaw or not. It annoys and frustrates me how I get to be "Mr. Nice Guy," yet everytime I try to go for a girl, they turn out to be a whore or leave me anyways. I'm tired of doing this and I don't know how much more I can handle, it's sad but it's life. ]:

"It takes alot more courage to look back and forgive than to stare into the eyes of hatred" - Miguel Barrera.

Busy Life.

2009-01-15T12:39:00.003-05:00

I haven't been on Blogger for a long time since around Christmas and New Years. I've made some good and bad choices since then and I've realized that life can't be put away in a box. You have to live your life the way you want to, and now how others want you to live it. You never know when you may leave this world, so make your stay worth it. Everyday you choose to trust, from the trusting the bus driver to take you straight to school, and trusting other motorists on how to know how to drive, to trusting your teachers to teach you what is needed for the next step in education. Each and everyday we trust someone and something, and we take it for granted. Keep your friends close, and your enemies even closer.

Gotta Be Somebody.

2008-12-11T21:08:00.004-05:00

So I have this song stuck in my head and I've been listening to it on repeat for a while now, it seriously concerns me. It's called "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback. I may be young and naive, but is there really someone out ther especially made for me? Someone who accepts me for my flaws, my personality, my looks, and my overall character? It sounds impossible, but I keep hope close to my heart thinking that she'll come someday. This is a very deep subject to talk about and I like to talk about it, but everyone at one point wonders if it's ever meant to be with anyone else in this world and it's completely natural to do so. I believe that you'll know he/she is the one just through your heart. This year has got me thinking about alot from my future, to maturity, my grades and classes, as well as female interests. I'm driving soon and I'll get my license faster than I know it. Life comes at you fast and you have to live each and every day to your fullest. So next time you're asked to do something, do it, no matter what the consequences. Make sure of course it won't get you into any deep trouble or anything. You never know when you'll pass or simply die so live for the best, and make up your own rules as you go.

The Joker.

2008-12-07T16:23:00.009-05:00

There is alot of controversy on who was the "best" Joker. This cannot be proven no matter how many facts you have to back your little theory up. Cesar Romero, Jack Nicholson, and Heath Ledger all did great in their interpretation of the Joker. Cesar Romero and Jack Nicholson played a more comical Joker in their roles of the movie. Heath Ledger on the other hand intended the Joker to be a dark, maniacal psycopath of a killer. On a personal note, I favor Heath Ledger's Joker, and I'm alot more interested in a dark fiend character rather than a comical villain. Therefore this cannot be determined who was "the best" or who "played him better" since each of these great actors portrayed the Joker in their own sense.

THE DARK KNIGHT

2008-12-03T21:18:00.001-05:00

My Aeropostale Jacket.

2008-12-03T20:50:00.003-05:00

My jacket came in today! YAYY!!!!!!! It's madd warm and it has a fake fur lining inside, so it's extra softt. It was originally $80 but for Black Friday it was on sale for $40. My mom thought it was a good deal and bought it for me last friday. I like it and it fits pretty darn good. I'll post a picture of it within this blog. See it!?

All I Can't Say. (A poem inspired by Michael and written by me)

2008-12-02T22:06:00.004-05:00

These words of sorrow slip through my teeth as you push away my face.
You can stand it no longer you won't resist to fill your eyes with hate.
What did I do, what must I say, to ask for your rendition?
I want to cry, I want to stay, but I have failed upon my mission.
If you hate me now you'll hate me then and you'll never change your mind.
What power or force on this very earth could break such a bind?
Your moistened hands your softened lips, I must resist temptation.
To break my creed and only deceive, but for only a sensation.
My heart beats faster and stops at times almost everytime I see you.
You're my world, my life, my favorite person, the one I must pursue.
I wish I could tell you everything without you getting hurt.
I hope you trust me with your life, wherever you may lurk.
I don't want to leave, you're pushing me out when I simply wish to stay.
These are all of everything, All that I Can't Say.

Cute Girls.

2008-12-02T22:00:00.003-05:00

What is it with cute girls these days? They draw you in and once they get what they want, they drop you like a hot potato. I don't ask for much in a girl, just that she's not drop dead sexy but decent looking, outgoing personality, fun to be around, loveable, cuddly, and bubbly all around. That's not much, but it's hard to come by. There's always some sort of flaw with one girl and I don't get it. If she's cute and fun, she turns out to be a whore. If she's everything I want, she's ugly (no offense). It's just annoying how I find some sort of flaw in every girl I've met. I want something different for a change....

Best Month Ever.

2008-12-01T15:26:00.003-05:00

So far this month is gonna be kick ass! So many great things are happening in this month it's not even funny. For one, The Dark Knight comes out on the 9th. WOOT! Second, I get my permit on the 17th so that's gonna be pretty beastt. A couple of more things happening include Christmas, my baby sister's first birthday on the 19th, my mother's birthday on the 16th and my friend Natalie's birthday on the 20th. I wanna give a shout out to my main homies (in no particular order) Michael, Ian, Stephanie, Mikey, Gabbie, and Amber. Love you all to DEATH! haha. Michael, I love you [: Mikey is my nigga. Ian is my computer/metal buddy =D Stephanie is my blondie freshman homegirl. Gabbie is my bestieee [: and AMBER IS BEAUTIFULZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! =D

Hard Labor.

2008-11-29T19:19:00.003-05:00

Well, today I got to help my neighbor move out of her house since her husband kicked her out. Bummer. But in return she offered to buy me Taco Bell, so I was content. [: I'd been craving it for months and I finally got my wish! haha. Other than that, I had an awesome day and I can't wait until my new jacket comes in! We ordered it online at Aeropostale, and it's a navy blue fur lined track jacket for forty bucks. It was well worth it and I can't wait to sport it. Today was fun, and tomorrow we're having our own little "thanksgiving dinner" with turkey, pie, and some other stuff. So far so good, I've had a wonderful breakk and monday we have school. Aaaarggggggghhhhh!

Black Friday!

2008-11-28T12:51:00.004-05:00

Well, it's almost 1pm over here and the lines are dying down at stores. I woke up at 2:30am to see what chaos was going on at my local shopping center, and it was nuts. People had tents and everything outside of Best Buy, Target, and Walmart just waiting for doors to open in the morning. It was crazyyyy. Although this went on, I learned to wait for things and you'll get them soon enough, and maybe even better. I like this blogging thing and I'm gonna keep it up on a daily basis so feel free to subscribe and listen to my thoughts. [:

Also, I would like to give a moment for those of which who were lost during this crazy event.

It's my first blog, dude.

2008-11-28T01:12:00.000-05:00

So it's the day after Thanksgiving and I'm pretty new to this thing. I just signed up with Blogger and what not so I'm a noob. Today got me thinking alot about everything from politics, to religion, all the way to personal opinions in life. There are so many unanswered questions in this world that makes you think a bit. We have a new president coming into office, Barack Obama, and I personally think he will better our country. I'm not here to start a debate or anything with any of the subject I post, I simply ask for opinions and help on certain things. This is a first time I've even considered doing this kinda thing at all, and I think it will help me to let out my thought and opinions so I don't only hold them in. My name is Miguel, and I'm fifteen years old. I'm pretty content with my life as it is in high school and stuff. I'm pretty chill and very loved. I have strange opinions and thoughts on things, but that's just me. I think this blogging thing will benefit all of us, and may even start becoming known a little more world wide.