How can everyone else can find the one they're looking for and I can't. I try and try my best to meet a decent girl and show her the love of her lifetime but I always end up getting stomped on. I also think too much about simple things. When I do like someone, I take it overboard and scare them off. I want a relationship so badly that it's getting to the point where I'll take whatever I get. I hate how I everytime I try to be a gentleman I'm the on that gets trampled on and walked all over. I'm a pretty good boyfriend compared to some of these other guys out there and I don't get what makes me so vulnerable? I'm used, cheated on, and walked by all the time and I don't know if it's my own personal flaw or not. It annoys and frustrates me how I get to be "Mr. Nice Guy," yet everytime I try to go for a girl, they turn out to be a whore or leave me anyways. I'm tired of doing this and I don't know how much more I can handle, it's sad but it's life. ]:
"It takes alot more courage to look back and forgive than to stare into the eyes of hatred" - Miguel Barrera.
