Why do I always get the shit end of the stick?

I've recently been trying to go out with this one girl in my life, but had no progress.  It was complicated at first, but then I thought things were sorting out.  We've hung out a couple of times and even talked on the phone for hours.  Now it turns out she's been playing me, or she just sees me as more of a brother.  Yeah well you don't fucking cuddle with your brother.  I don't know if she's saying it to cover up something, or she's just saying it to test me, but I don't like it.  She kind of hinted me before, but I wanted to ignore it.  Now it's time to grow up and face the fact that she sees me as a friend and nothing more.  ]:

IT'S NOT FAIR !

How can everyone else can find the one they're looking for and I can't.  I try and try my best to meet a decent girl and show her the love of her lifetime but I always end up getting stomped on.  I also think too much about simple things.  When I do like someone, I take it overboard and scare them off.  I want a relationship so badly that it's getting to the point where I'll take whatever I get.  I hate how I everytime I try to be a gentleman I'm the on that gets trampled on and walked all over.  I'm a pretty good boyfriend compared to some of these other guys out there and I don't get what makes me so vulnerable?  I'm used, cheated on, and walked by all the time and I don't know if it's my own personal flaw or not.  It annoys and frustrates me how I get to be "Mr. Nice Guy," yet everytime I try to go for a girl, they turn out to be a whore or leave me anyways.  I'm tired of doing this and I don't know how much more I can handle, it's sad but it's life. ]:

"It takes alot more courage to look back and forgive than to stare into the eyes of hatred" - Miguel Barrera.

Busy Life.

I haven't been on Blogger for a long time since around Christmas and New Years. I've made some good and bad choices since then and I've realized that life can't be put away in a box. You have to live your life the way you want to, and now how others want you to live it. You never know when you may leave this world, so make your stay worth it. Everyday you choose to trust, from the trusting the bus driver to take you straight to school, and trusting other motorists on how to know how to drive, to trusting your teachers to teach you what is needed for the next step in education. Each and everyday we trust someone and something, and we take it for granted. Keep your friends close, and your enemies even closer.

Gotta Be Somebody.

So I have this song stuck in my head and I've been listening to it on repeat for a while now, it seriously concerns me.  It's called "Gotta Be Somebody" by Nickelback.  I may be young and naive, but is there really someone out ther especially made for me?  Someone who accepts me for my flaws, my personality, my looks, and my overall character?  It sounds impossible, but I keep hope close to my heart thinking that she'll come someday.  This is a very deep subject to talk about and I like to talk about it, but everyone at one point wonders if it's ever meant to be with anyone else in this world and it's completely natural to do so.  I believe that you'll know he/she is the one just through your heart.  This year has got me thinking about alot from my future, to maturity, my grades and classes, as well as female interests.  I'm driving soon and I'll get my license faster than I know it.  Life comes at you fast and you have to live each and every day to  your fullest.  So next time you're asked to do something, do it, no matter what the consequences.  Make sure of course it won't get you into any deep trouble or anything.  You never know when you'll pass or simply die so live for the best, and make up your own rules as you go.

The Joker.

There is alot of controversy on who was the "best" Joker. This cannot be proven no matter how many facts you have to back your little theory up. Cesar Romero, Jack Nicholson, and Heath Ledger all did great in their interpretation of the Joker. Cesar Romero and Jack Nicholson played a more comical Joker in their roles of the movie. Heath Ledger on the other hand intended the Joker to be a dark, maniacal psycopath of a killer. On a personal note, I favor Heath Ledger's Joker, and I'm alot more interested in a dark fiend character rather than a comical villain. Therefore this cannot be determined who was "the best" or who "played him better" since each of these great actors portrayed the Joker in their own sense.

THE DARK KNIGHT

My Aeropostale Jacket.

My jacket came in today! YAYY!!!!!!! It's madd warm and it has a fake fur lining inside, so it's extra softt. It was originally $80 but for Black Friday it was on sale for $40. My mom thought it was a good deal and bought it for me last friday. I like it and it fits pretty darn good. I'll post a picture of it within this blog. See it!?