Tuesday, January 27, 2009

IT'S NOT FAIR !

How can everyone else can find the one they're looking for and I can't.  I try and try my best to meet a decent girl and show her the love of her lifetime but I always end up getting stomped on.  I also think too much about simple things.  When I do like someone, I take it overboard and scare them off.  I want a relationship so badly that it's getting to the point where I'll take whatever I get.  I hate how I everytime I try to be a gentleman I'm the on that gets trampled on and walked all over.  I'm a pretty good boyfriend compared to some of these other guys out there and I don't get what makes me so vulnerable?  I'm used, cheated on, and walked by all the time and I don't know if it's my own personal flaw or not.  It annoys and frustrates me how I get to be "Mr. Nice Guy," yet everytime I try to go for a girl, they turn out to be a whore or leave me anyways.  I'm tired of doing this and I don't know how much more I can handle, it's sad but it's life. ]:

"It takes alot more courage to look back and forgive than to stare into the eyes of hatred" - Miguel Barrera.

2 comments:

Beautybrkd said...

Don't try so hard. Let the girl find you, instead of the otherway around. I mean, don't go for her just cause she seems to like you. But there's alot more important things in life at the moment. You've got your whole life in front of you, and your letting it past by obsessing over getting a girlfriend.

Anonymous said...

maybe your not the only one who gets trampled on in your relationships. dont just think of you